LIVING

Skyfall, I loved the mighty destruction, I loved the feeling of his world’s gonna end” But wait what did just happen to me? I am suffering just because she’s feeling tired!!!

What is wrong with me? I  loved suffering ever since I knew it existed. How come I am worried and immensely unhappy just because she is unwell. I loved suffering because that is what I had been experiencing all through my life! What has happened to me? Am I betrayed by my destiny? I am outcasted by the destruction I designed for myself or my personal pleasure. I feel like LIVING.

I feel like living for her!!! To see her smile, to make her feel that she is morethan life to me. My happiness lies in hers and my suffering too. My deep breathes are when she is tired and my jumping around in her delights… Great is this feeling though it has cheated my beliefs, great is this feeling though she has grown bigger than my ego in me.

Lonliness that I always convinced myself to be solitude is solitude in its true sense when I am alone with her. Destiny betrayed me once again…

Blind was what I was playing and still I found my light… Love was what I knew and she made me live that a new… hmmm I agree we fall in love only once! The joy I have right now cant even be expressed in tons. I used to write always for others and she made me write for myself once again. Weird she is and calls me one! Arrogant she is and calls me one!  Rude she is and calls me one! Stubborn she is and calls me one! May be all this is because she is the ONE!!!