Thursday, September 24, 2015

Megha Milan

So fierce was her body language as of a woman who was waiting to take her vengeance over the entire male race. Confident and courageous to take any man for a ride who comes her way, or dares to oppose her in any ways!

She liked being admired for her beauty (Ya she was a dusky beauty), brains (hmmm...ok occasionally brainy), believed in individuality, a strong character, eloquent with her mind, fears none and one and the only one Megha for all. Her smile harmonizing with every heart, her eyes penetrating into the minds...to impress her was not an effort but you should be blessed with the things that does it, 

My first encounter with her was when it was a business meeting, i am awaiting in the lobby of Taj deccan, she liked intelligent men, just because she likes competing with them. I was little surprised by seeing as she wasn't the way I expected, then conversation started over a proposal which i had to share with her. Her radiant eyes looking keenly on what more does she need to listen, just waiting to counter attack me on the disappointments that she had with us in the last association. She charged over me with all the unfortunate instances, expecting me to quit the conversation and surrender. As I didn't do any of that and persuaded to make her re think on my proposal. Eventually the conversation turned out to be very interesting. I guess i impressed her with my skills and wit. We left with conclusion that lets meet for dinner tonight! Wow! what a business meeting led to a romantic dinner. Hmm looking forward for the evening!

An open terrace lounge, with the view of the stupendous lake and the necklace road. Was just there waiting for her to come. Couldn't wait any longer though it was just 5 mins that I had been waiting it seemed long as I rehearsed thousand times the way I should receive her.

A glister on my face as soon as I saw...


To be continued...



Gang Bang!!!

Prasad said 'I am at the adda, chai chichha ke bagal mein', "U just be there I will see u in 5 mins" I said changing my car gear from 4 to 3 raising the accelerator. My fingers crawled on to the control panel changing song obliviously. Karma is a bitch....

I saw prasad sitting on the pavement beside chai chichha's shack. His shirt pocket torn and face swollen. OMG they have beaten him up so badly, today I will not leave those mother fuckers. "See I guess you are happy now, will you react atleast now" Prasad Bellowed at me drinking some water from the bottle in his hand. I picked up that bottle to have some water. As soon as I tasted the water my taste buds indicated something else. "mother fucker what is this? You assholes, you mixed vodka in a water bottle."  "yah! man we thought this ways no one will find out what we were doing." he growled. 'Then what happened?' "that son of a bitch saw us, though we gave him a fuck and were busy in our bukchod. He called them over and they celebrated for the rest of the evening." Prasad groaned. 'How many were they?' I frowned. "3 of them with that chutiya four total." I saw four more water bottles nearby, "You assholes were out of your wits much before they even charged over you." I yelled at Prasad. "Where are the other fools?" Prasad replied saying "they ran away and I got fucked!" "chal lets fuck their life right now." I said starting Prasad's bike. Prasad picked up a rod next to him and got onto the bike. We saw their vehicle coming from a distance and I turned the bike around, i knew that they were coming for Prasad to continue with the second round of body massage. "Where will we find Jaggu now?" I asked. "move move move they are rite behind us, i will take you to his place" screamed Prasad. We rode to the Bapu nagar Basti, where Jaggu was busy doping with his friends and narrating the way he blasted Prasad's face. 

"He is there!" screamed Prasad. He jumped from my bike even before I stopped it. Fucker when they were beating him he didn't have balls to do anything and now roaring like a lion teri!! His vehement walk surprised me for a while albeit for the injuries and alcohol in his body wasn't allowing him to walk straight. Restraining my laughter I looked at Jaggu, asshole my blood boiling, mind loosing controlling over me, I started shivering as if I starving to see his blood spilling out of his body. Jaggu saw Prasad and stood up eloquently to face Prasad, he didn't notice me till then. Jaggu took out his knuckle duster from his pocket. Before he wore it to release a devastating punch on Prasad's face, I spang into the scene kicking him in the stomach. Jaggu flew to hit the electric pole. His head banged against the metal rod making him bleed profusely. His friends charged over us, they were four and two were clever, both of them held Prasad even before he could react, they smashed him to the ground. the other two whom I never saw before in any of our gang wars tried picking up wooden bars which were behind them. Me who is still not out of my anger held both of them on their neck pushing them to the wall. Their skulls collided to the wall and fell on the pavement. Buying some time I took one of the wooden bars and rushed to rescue Prasad. Two fierce blows on them and they were to rest. Fuckers Prasad couldn't beat them up. Jaggu recovering from pain tried calling someone. In that dark lane under the cell phone light I found Jaggu bleeding profusely. With a superhuman effort he tried putting the phone near his ear. Seeing that I took two long steps to cover the distance and make enough ground to kick him on his face brutally injuring his hand that tried defending. Cell phone however broke into multiple parts as it hit the wall. I lifted Prasad making him stand near the bike. Walking back to Jaggu "You motherfucker, never ever dare touch my friends again." I held his throat making him choke. "Next time I will choke you to death" I left him to cough and wiped my hands to his shirt, clearing blood stains. 

Prasad walking like a somnambulist came close to me cursing Jaggu. I took him to his home. Gave him first aid. It was already 2 PM in the night. My phone rang abruptly, oblivious of the deep cut on my wrist, I moved my left hand to pick up my phone which was in the right pocket. The cloth rubbed against it causing severe pain. Ignoring it I took out my phone. To my surprise it was she OMG! she didn't sleep till now? Was she thinking about me? aaa...Before I could lift the call, it got disconnected. Fuck! was she hesitant to call me at this hour, whatever I will call her back.  I redialed her number... call got connected Tring!!! Tring!!! Tring!!! Tring!!!...


To be continued...

Time Travel

Time a mystical illusion that has defied its non-existence for ages and still continues to do so. The augmentation of its importance in life has made us its slave and wedged us with in it.
Try to feel and believe that time does not exist and relive your life once again right from the day you remember the memories of your life. Surprisingly none of us will remember the date or time from when we actually started understanding things and reacting to the world consciously. All we remember are moments that we lived, those moments still flash in front of us as memories.

Memories I remember my school my friends and teachers, but do I really remember what happened at that particular moment, no I don’t. Science calls it memory loss and our mind calls it not so important. How does our mind decide what is important or not so important for us? What is important and what is not? Frankly certain things that we remember very accurately may not be really important, but we remember every nano byte of the memory.

We travel every day in time, we call them memories and expectations – recollecting our past and constructing our future wait what about present? Does present exist at all? Or have we killed it as we are busy traveling in the past and future? Like a nomad who knows that he can settle at a place but still wanders finding happiness better happiness may be. We after being thoroughly improvised day after day claiming to be civilized, cultured, intellectual and superior… do we really live in present? NO.

Past, present and future is how time is divided or a mere tense of grammar to divide your moments, memories and comprehend events of our life. As present seems to be non-existent how can time exist. Even the light rays that we see at the moment are past to the sun and future to the space.

We don’t spend time we travel back and forth in it and assume we are measuring time and live breaking it into years, months, and weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds and nano seconds.

Yaa! Any questions that are difficult to be answered or seem to be a paradox are easily answered with one statement “Profound!!! Mm….philosophy” or just ‘ sigh’ as we do not want to accept or even try to understand it.

Monday, June 15, 2015

One year after the break up - NOSTALGIA

It’s a year now since I was ever been questioned or demanded for an explanation. Life of freedom or loneliness… I am not sure if what I had left behind a year ago was what I always wanted or the year that I lived? Am I happy? Or lost? No answer for such questions and my mind has learnt to discount such questions out of fear that it has no capability to answer those. Now each time these questions pass through my mind many things flash trying to prove their strong existence and influence on me.

Now, my mind is misleading me. Shall I disown its narcissistic approach or let me follow the affluenza. Why am I thinking so much about someone who does not even accept my existence in her life or may be its just that she does not want me to know her feelings for me anymore…

What if she hates me or hates me too much? Then I guess I will still have a chance to get her back. But what if as I feel she is apathetic? This mere thought scares the hell out of me! DO I REALLY WANT HER BACK??? I hate to answer this question. It hurts my ego. Love perishes the very moment ego survives. Love fails to fight with ego and ends up killing itself, we call it break up. Is ego the reason for this?

After many such occasions, I buried all these arguments and debates and decided to think nothing of it, that is the very moment when I would actually start thinking and arguing debating about it once again. I trying to be Mr. Arnab Goswami of the debate finally never looked for solutions or conclusions I was just enjoying as if I cannot live without these arguments. Now I realize I DON’T MISS HER ANYMORE… I am happy arguing and satisfying my ego. Silly me!!! I am alive only because of these conflicts, waiting for someone to change the channel… Till then it’s time for NOSTALGIA.

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Manishi Yogam

Sari ayinadi siri unnadi kaadani telisi 
siri unnadi sari ayinadi kaadani telisi 
tadabaatla tappatadugulu toorupu vaipe 
Ushodayam viluverugaka krutrima deepapu kaanthula bhavanthula bratuku banisaluga maarcheste tudi varaku bhayapadutu 
bratuku bharam aasavaadi chupu daaranni chaitanyapu dvaaraniki mudivesi timirakaanthula kallu kappi ushassu uniki koraku prayatnam
Daari kanapaledu kaani daaram chejaaranivvaka
Bikku bikku Mani bratike mahadbhagyam Manishi yogam

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Ardhanaareshwara @ Thiruchengode

Ardhamu nerigiti ninnu chusina pidapa ardhanaareeshwara...
 Purushudavugaaka strinu kaka napunsakudavugaka anthayuu neevai nilabadi
 Naakentayo santasambosagina srusthi  stiti layakaaraka
 Ni soundarya jharilo aa sivaananda laharilo gnanamukai tapinche na aarthini teerchi
 Advaita tatva Chaitanya Murthy vai shobhillu ni vaibhavamemani keerthintu
 Suvarna dandamai nela vaali niku mrokarillu ee dasuda nu dhanyuda jeyumu ni challani deevenala tho o thiruchengodeswara ardhanaareswara...

Thursday, January 8, 2015

koritine Paapinai

koriti ne paapa bhuishtamulu korikalaku baanisanai
koriti kanakaabharanamulu yerugaka
koriti aishwaryamul
koriti putra pautradulu korite vamsoodharakudan
kooriti kaamakrodhamulu kori konitechhukunti karma phalamulaneekamu
koraka potine kamakshi kovela darishanambu
koralede atyuttama aishwaryamu bhasma raasi papa nivaaranamu
koraka potini kodandapaani darshanambu
koralede kaivalya padhamu
koraka yetlundinaanu kailasavaasamu

paapinaiti paramaatma nama paarayanamu koraka
brahma gyanamu korakunda suraa panamadigiti
asura vaanchala paalaye ee jeevithambu
ika korabonu inkeedi daivatamu tappa janmakin

Monday, January 5, 2015

Agnatam

sagasagala savasam sagamu lo sthambinchi poyinde?
Ani isuka tennela pai ontari kaali mudralu chusi sandram adigindi!
nestam nanne kadante naku nene oddantu nenerugani agnatam loki nannu nene lagestu,
nannerugani naagarikula madhya na goode vilapiste,
dikkula dayyalu pette bhayala valayam lo
mukkala manasu penkulu pogestu
ontari adugula janta mudrala kai ne chestunna anveshana mantalu nannu aa gnapakala segalo kaalchestunte,
nirvanam yerugaka ninne malli koranu mana kaalam kalakaalam kaavaalannanu!

BATUKU BANDI BATTERY LOW ...

gaji bigi batukula gandaragollam EMI la indolla raagam, appichu vaidyudi vaddila injection astra prayogam
dabbemo oka maaya dari roogam
aasala cancer, mandu shapu oka multi speciality hospital, cocktailla kemo therapy
I T returnla bomblastlu, casualities tho tappinchukunna salary slipsu
kasepu relax chese coffee sipsu, day ko coffee day ki kattaleni billsu
targetla election campaignlu, performance reportla resultlu,
media kheemala manager reviewlu, cheppukoleka mingesina sisa lo beerlu!
cinema kelte sthalalu ammukovalsochhe ticket ratlu!
thodalu kodutu herolu, mana talalu pagalagodutu directorlu
dinemma jeevitham naku nirvana kavali ante
aasthuladina aadhyatmika bodhakulu....

chalanam leni chenchala chaitanyam purogaminchadu ayyo paapam

Kala Naligipoyindi

shruti minchi a raagam manasuni raminchadu
aakrosham atiga swatantram valla kondarikoste,
ade swatantram leka kondarikostundi
aakrandana hrudayam loni nalugu gadullone aagi potundi
sabdham sareeram daatatledu
sareeeram sthaanam maaratledu

chaitanyam chillara lo chikkukundi, aavedana allari paalayyindi
adugaduguna andam ardharahitam ayyindi
srujanaatmakataku swaardham thoodayyindi
sukha santoshala maargam suluvayyindi
siggemo angadilo sarukayyindi
saaleedu goodu bratukayyindi
saale purugu samajam kaallla kinda kala naligipoyindi

Malli Kothaga ...

koncham dooram kalisi naduddam -
aa taravata malli kalusukundam -
kothadanam manishi balaheenata ayite,
manani manam mana kosam kothaga aavishkarinchukundam!

Vibhajana Veerangam

Chusindi chalu, chudamannadi chalu! 'Madi'yala mothalu vinipinchindi chalu!
Baasalu mivi, bhashalu mivi, vaadam meedi, vivadam midi, pote poye pranam maadi...
Khunikorulu korina charalu, kosukupoyina pragati daarulu!
Swardham chesina samaram sodara, geetalu raasina chodyam chuda ra!
Daggaraku dooram chala dooram, dooraniki daggara korinanta dooram
Kosi kosi mondiga marina rampam, chappudulekkuva chesina vaynam.
Charalu mivi, daarulu mivi, cheeliste chindina netturu maadi!
Rakkasi raajyam ramudidhante nammina neram naadenandoy!
Chi chi aastulu chiriginavistaralu! Chilchaka chittanni, chittayyina yettulu!
Baboy bratuku baanisa bratuku!
Vaadiki vangi veediki vongi origina yuvathaku oodaarpadugu!
Swardham leni sodarunadugu!
Yudham evaritho teliyaka saaynyam okarini okaru podichina rangam!
Chelareegina pichholla chedarangam bali aayyina paavula kadhanam, chebite nanne champe pramaadam samaajam kanna goppadi na swardham!

Chavu em raavu?

Chavu em raavu? manishiki nuvvante bhayamannavu?
Balaheenula bhagyam nuvvu, baritegiste balamayyavu!
Chavu asalem nuvvu daggaraku raavu!
Piriki pandala poyina janma papam nuvvu, pragatini kaatese paamu nuvvu!
Pranam leeni paadelapaina! Paata padipoyina goodula paina paata saamaanla vaadi pilupuvu nuvvu!
Paasem vesemundu paavulu maarustavu!
Chavu em daggaraku raavu?
Poye pranam ni paayasama? Pogotte paatre ni vyasanama?
Chaakulo nuvvu, mekulo nuvvu, aakulo nuvvu, aakali nuvvu!
Adagani vaadiki athidivi nuvvu!
Dharmam antav vaytarini daari chuputavu!
Gamyamantavu... gundenaapestavu
Vichitramainadi ni vyaktitvam... vekkiristu enno vintalu chestavu raju ni raatiga maarustavu, boodida batukani budhulu chebutavu!
Chavu rammante nuvvu raavu! Raasunte ostavu! Raatalu maarustavu!

Alaka

aligi, neeku alaka kaligi,
alavatu lo nuvve naligi
na vaipu chudaka ragili
ratrula vennela karigi
duram perigi
premalu tarigi
kopaalaku roopaala ni kannulanaapala
kanupapalatho beram jarapala
raajeela pageelu tiragala
maunalu maajilu kavaala
ni manasu gelavala
mana batuku muravala!

Saamanyuni Kshana Kshanam

aalochanala prakampanalu
aantharangana vidhvamsam
aasaavaadam aanavaallapai anu astrala prayogam,
vaastava gataala ku vesukunna vanthena dhvamsam,
ye 'you'gaantha sankethamo ee vidhvamsam
doorala daaranni thenchi agnatham lo throse yathnam,
yevaridi ee kuthantram
samaya-samsaya-smaranala saamanyuni kshana kshanam
cheritaku cheppavu cheritalu yerugavu 

chitikina hrudayapu naadullo avi chachina manishiki chihnalu

Jhoota hi sahi

kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hai jhootha hi sahi mujhe pyaar tho karo
ab dil ke darwazien hum thodlenge zalim bas dil se humara yaad kabhi kiya karo
hawaien tho ab rukengi nahi, jhonka humare dil se guzarnehi do
mouka phir kabhi aaye na aaye, dil ki baat izhaar karnehi do
Sanse tho hum le rahe the barsoin se, Bas ek baar be jhi jhak zindagi jeene tho do
khauf marne ka tho hai zinda hum mein, Jeeneki aarozoo poori karne tho do
vaqt kaa kadar hai nahi humko, ab lamho ke khazaneko kharch karne tho do
loota hai fitrat se humne beshomaar daulat, ab thujhpe Jaan kharch karne tho do

Baata Yetu?

Nirnayala needallo
nemmadi adugula chappudu vintu
adigo avakasam idigo subha tarunam
atu itu rendu padavala gami gamyam yetu?
Potettina penumarpula sandram pogodite avakasam
chappudu cheyaka chatikila padda bhavishyattu baata yetu?

Chelinchava?

Padavala palakarimpule kani -  vantenala kalayika kala ga migiliponi
Na vaipu nunchi vache suryudu ninnu taakipotunte
Adi na sparsa anukuni nuvvu pongipotunte
Kaaveri mana kalayika kaavyalu raaskunte
Vennela lo veedana manamiddaram panchukunte
Aa odduna nuvu na kosam ee teerana nenu ni kosam
Padaala padavala parichayalu na pedaalapai panchadaralu poyagaligite
Teerala dooralu soonyala swargalai mattivasanala mytri chestam antunte
Gatti rayila kasaayi koyyala kadalanante nyayama
Kalavakunte dharmama

Kundam

tirigi chusukundam venu tirigi chuskundam...
ika selavane maatalaku selavichi kalusukundam...
mana katha marala raasukundam...
okarini okaru okko kshanamu taluchukune badulu
palakarinchukundam, marokka saari parichayam penchukundam
madilo padi kaalaalapaatu dachukundam
praanamaina sneham padila paruchukundam!!!

Mukti Kantha

Eppudo na gunde chappudu adigite ni daari ippudu cheppana na saakshiga Na gamyame nuvvani Challaga as gaali ippudu chelaregi allari chesinappudu
Cheppana aa chandra vankavu nuvvani
Na nuvvani
Aasa aaviri aavesa jvalaga ragulutunte
Nammana aa vedi nuvvani
Kaalipona idi na chivari kshanamani
Yagasi yagasi alala taakidi teera dooram penchutunte
Chudana idi nuvvu nannu trosi poye teerani
Nannu nilo karaga mani nuvvu adigina teerani
Bhoomi bharam moya leni dhaatri ke idi pralayama, nuvvu nannu munche hrudayama..
Naku Mokshamichhe daivama

Trishanku Swargam

ekanthaniki ontaritananiki ni madhya trishenkhu swargam nirminchukovadam.
nachhinappudu ekanthamani nachhanappudu ontaritanam ani manaki maname abadhalu cheppukovadam
daanni jeevitham loni kashta sukhaluga abhivarninchukovadam
kavithalu, geyaalu, kudirite kaavyalu raasukovadam,
maname idi satyam ani nirdhaarinchukovadam
mana amaayakatvaniki paraakaashta kadu sumi!

agni parvatam





Potettina nissahayata oravadi lo abhimaanam kottukupoyindi,
Aasavadam abhaya hastam mondi cheyyi chupistu vekkirinchi poyindi,
Baadhala agni parvatam baddhalu ayyindi,
Chi chi la lava pongi nakai adi paruguteesindi,
Nindala segala vedilo nannu niluvana kaalchestundi...

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Na gatam swayamkrutam!

Na gatam swayamkrutam, adi na vyaktitvaniki kadu pramaanam,
Ninnati nenu ninnati vadini, maarpu chaitanyam ichhe teerpu,
srujana na swabhavam, bhavodvegam na gallam,
aasavadam na aavesam, ayomayalu naku setru shesham,
nilichi - nadichi - parugetti - paikegiri - padipoyi - tadabadipoyi venutirugaka vegamtho tabelu katha la parugu pandem,
na adugaduguna naligipoyede gatam ane gaayam