Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Fun!!!

Life has changed a lot from the days when I was a teen. Though that feeling hasn't gone yet in me, may be just coz I haven't married yet.? How far is life that we drag, truth is still missing or it is just too mystic for us to measure. Is life a cycle or a flow chart that eventually ends in graveyards(hearts of others). I call hearts graveyards because that is where we burry so many things, so many things I mean sooo many things. In real ppl are not buried in graves but in the hearts of other ones. Life is a race, life is a journey, life is a game, life is an emotion, etc..(as I döñt remember too many such quotes anyways).

These are phrases to motivate humans who are at a verge of depression or may be they are just fucked up with the illusion called society, exactly the way a bug is fixed in a program. But what exactly is life. We are born, we survive, we grow, we perish... Eureka we have finally concluded that life is a cycle kudos!!! Can you just shut the fuck up. I mean shut UUUup! Listen I was a kid and I had fun, I was a teen I fell in love, I was a man I married a woman, I am an adult I gave birth to a child and brought him up and meanwhile I also made money that I spent and I saved some, what for? Sorry my kid's future so r u sure that he is going to live forever.

O was a kid I had fun, I was a teen I fell in love(still I din't loose too many traits of having fun by then though) I was a man I married, fuck I am trapped in ppl, responsibilities, etiquettes not to miss on ego! (Definitely I lost the fun by now) I am an adult hahaha super hilarious discovery that I made or proclaimed the truth by now, now I am so rigid, so civilized(mechanical) so matured(does maturity mean becoming rigid? Emotionless? Selfish? Or just a machine that runs on auto pilot?) Oh boy, I pity u.

Fun what is this thing? Is ignorance fun? Or rigidity is maturity? Process of learning which we stop as soon as we become men as a result of our unnecessarily grown ego, desire to dominate, thirst to dictate, craving to know  that ppl want to listen to u, agree with u and do the way u say. In all this process though our ego is satisfied, our hearts parch. You know why because we forgot to have fun. And what the hell fun is? Fun is the happiness that comes as a result in the process of learning.

Eternity is in Love.

Liking you was like desiring divinity while dwelling in ignorance,
Cosmic conspiracy to conceal you from my conscience has concluded,
Collision of our souls exchanging energies and changing direction,
All towards a better life and better progression...
Illusion was the instrument, 
Intimacy was the inner voice, 
Indefinite our destiny incredible is this journey, 
Each moment of eagerness to meet, 
Each moment consumed together, 
Eternity is in Love and we are her expression!

సిరి సమస్య

బ్రహ్మ కడిగిన పాదము, బ్రహ్మము టాననె పాదము,
బ్రహ్మను కన్న పద్మము, పద్మావతి ని పత్నిగా పొందిన దైవము,
పరమపధము ప్రకటించిన జ్ఞానము,
పదము పై పరిశోధనలెరుగక ప్రజల కై పరుగెడుతున్న పాదము,
పవిట చిరు వేలున చిక్కగ చేతననొసగని జ్ఞాన పధము,
సిరి చేతుల వడి చర  చర  జారిన చీరకు నాధుని నైజము,
దుఃఖముల భక్తులకెచటనో రక్షణ కై నాధుడు కదిలెనొ,
శీల శిక్ష పతివ్రతలకు ప్రాప్తమో,
రక్షణకై నాధుడు కదిలెనొ,
మరి సిరి శీలము శ్రీనాధుకు చులకన?
గోవిందా అనే గోవుల గొంతులు విని అరవింద నీ ఆత్రములెరుగన,
ద్రౌపదికిచ్చిన్న చీరల సారెలు - మరచితివా ని పత్ని వలువలు...

సుక స్వగతం

ప్రకృతి కాంత నా కౌగిలి కోరగ,
పిల్ల గాలి నా పాదము తాకగ,
ఒక్కటై నేనొక్కటై నాలో నేనే రమిస్తూ, నాకై నేనే శ్రమిస్తు,
నడవన నట్టడవి నడుముని తడుముతూ,
రమణ రమణ నీ నామస్మరణ, రమితమీ ఆనందమమిత,
కాదనలేని జ్ఞాన ధార,
కవ్వించుచున్నదీ భాగవత సిర,
పరీక్ష ఎటువంటిదీ శిక్ష,
రక్ష రక్ష శ్రీ రామ రక్ష, శిక్ష కాదు ఇది దీక్ష,
రక్ష  పరీక్షిత నా దీక్ష నీకు మోక్ష


బతుకే భాగ్యం!!!

కూసంత ప్రేమ కోసం కోటి దీపాల కాంతి కళ్ళలో కుదించుకుని కొండంత కోరిక తో కూర్చుంటే,
ఎండమావుల ఎడబాట్లు యదార్ధమై,
ఎండిపోయిన ఏరు తీరీ ఎదురుచూపులనే ఎరుక ఎంత వింతో!
భావుకత భావోద్వేగాల భీబత్సం భ్రాంతి అని
భ్రమ భామ  బంధనాలు బద్దలు చేసుకు బైట పడ్డ బతుకే భాగ్యం!!!

Tuesday, November 28, 2017

Unrequitted

Happiness is within just like how light is in a candle within,
A flame is all it would need to ignite,
Love is the wax that melts in the wait,
Matter concealed life,
Life concealed mind,
mind concealed expectations,
Expectations concealed emotions,
Myriad emotions - Good, bad, ugly, great...
They come out when mingles on a date,
energies exchange, emotions interchange, thoughts combine, opinions collide,
Judgements made, egos invade, chaos created, peace perverted,
Mind cease the compound,
Despite the union inevitable,
Desire's perseverance interminable,
Candle's calling unrequited


Tomorrow Calling


Myriad thoughts stifled in the edifice of constraints, 
Breaking through the doors they runout for freedom, 
One cannot capture them in for too long,
For their very nature is to flow,
Like how the dawn of tomorrow is inevitable,
Sun will rise world will shine, 
A better day, a better thought, a better life, will see a better tomorrow...

Corpse I am

Great is God that he called us humans,
I am one! Corpse I am,
Death is what I am expected to achieve,
Birth is what I lurk for...
Life I see everywhere, I love killing, I kill everyone,
Hope is manmade and I am man...
I motivate myself with hope,
love is a lie I try on myself, I live having faith that I deserve one,

Corpse I am, I live out of a reason that I am expected to,
Ironical reality is that I have expectations from my own self,
I expect from others too...
I am dead as I no longer dream, I live reality with a dead face,
'Cheese' is what the world calls for - cheap I become each time I deliver,
Laugh comes from other's grief - truth hides in your own grave.

Supernova

Non existent existence intruding the inner-self’s core,
Mass of reality melting down to minimal,
Revealing the dynamics of truth,
Denying probabilities of fate,
Transforming time into space,
Proving zero is not equal to zero,
Life’s equation rewritten to amplify purpose,
A process put in place based on algorithms of society defied,
Fugitive flame of love escaped control to prove a point,
Supernova of the self repelled all the laws to bring the unique union with the Universe.

Dual to One.

This tense distance's persistent resistance,
Is diffused in deliberate determination to definite conjunction,
Doomed dawn denied dusk,
Involuntary penance Volunteered
Parched hearts to preach passion,
Love lived life in a new light emerging from the twilight,
Circumstances summoned to certain conviction,
Divine decision of destined union developed the dual to one.